Saturday 31 December 2016

Kaethe Butcher


When taking into consideration the style I want my final illustrations to be in, I find myself drawn to illustrator Kaethe Butcher. She often mixes computer generated typefaces with black and white imagery which makes her a perfect inspiration for my work in this project. She also manages to capture intimate moments with a mature sensitivity, mixing considered linework with that of something more raw. The words often used in her work also express something personal, which is similar to the subject matter I'll be dealing with in this project. It's important to consider how I mix these two things together within my own final publication. 



Friday 30 December 2016

Answers from A

Today I received the answers from A. She also sent the photos with her submission which is great as I can finally start making some work!!! I think I have the majority of answers from my interviewees now and am just waiting on a couple of photo submissions. I may start making images in response to some answers anyway (before images arrive). This will also get me thinking about which part of their answers I want to include; I won't be able to fit everything in.

"1.    Tell me about something that made you happy this week.
Seeing my absolute best friend and getting very drunk/hungover spending new years together made me super happy. Just cause I love spending time with her and I don't get to see her too often cause she's away at uni. 
2.    Do you have any objects or possessions that mean a lot to you? Could you tell me a little bit about them?
I've got this dumb teddy that I've had since I was a kid called 'Big Doggy'.  He's like 6" tall and I sleep with him pretty much every night. I think it's just one of those comfort things like the way he feels and the way he smells just makes me super calm and happy. 
3.    What’s something you’re really enjoying at the moment?
Surprisingly I'm actually really enjoying my job at the minute, I got a new job about 2 months ago but I'm still finding it really exciting to keep learning new things about what is expected of me and the best part is that I get to meet and get to know a lot of new lovely people. 
4.    As a woman, is there anything that’s troubling you at the moment?
I mean nothing is troubling me as a woman, but the thing that is always in the back of my mind relates to slut shaming. It's a real awful society we live in in which girls will judge each other for having sex or seeing guys, but to me, it shouldn't be a problem at all. As long as it's not directly affecting anyone, it shouldn't be a problem to anyone but the active participants.
5.    If so, do you think there is anything that could be done to help combat this issue?
The only thing that can be done is a change in the education system and within broader society really. We just all need to be taught that sex is a natural thing and nobody cares, as long as it's safe, sane, and consensual.
6.    As an individual, do you think there is anything women and girls could do to support each other more?
The only real answer I can think of for this one is related to slut shaming. So many girls and women will slut shame each other for sleeping around or wearing 'provocative' clothing or whatever, and then act outraged if a man does the same to them. We need to get rid of all slut shaming because, who cares, my body my choices, y'know?
 7.   Could you describe or tell me about a woman in your life that makes you feel proud about being yourself?
.My manager at work is an amazing person, she treats all her staff in the most amazing way and she is such a non-apoligetic person i adore her. She's what I aspire to be like when I'm in my 50's. Funny, hardworking, and just an enjoyable person to be around 
8.    Could you tell me about a time you felt empowered?
I last felt empowered, honestly, when u was last with a guy. It was about a week ago, but I was treat like a princess and he made me feel amazing, and, although I was drunk, he didn't push any limits and made me feel comfortable in my own skin. That's the kind of thing that empowers me. Feeling like I'm a whole person and I'm entitled to feeling happy. 
9.    And lastly, what is your favourite thing about being a woman?
I can tell you, my least favourite thing about being a woman is periods. But, my favourite thing about being a woman is being able to transform into a different entity altogether after putting some makeup, heels, and a dress on. It's amazing the transformation I go through, not only the physical but also my state of being changes too. "

Interview with Beth Dunne

For my dissertation, I interviewed Beth Dunne, creator of Cherry Mag, via email. It was interesting hearing what she thought about diversity within her own zine Cherry, and mainstream feminism as a whole. While I did this for my dissertation research, it fits in well with the issues of lack of diversity within feminism that I'm exploring within my practical work.

JASMIN HARBORD:          What sparked your desire to start a zine?
BETH DUNNE:                    I’m part of the Rookie generation, I was spending a lot of time on tumblr and reading a lot of blogs and books on being a teenager and still being important - I think it all started from there. I was starting to find my voice, artistically and politically as well as personally and I was so desperate to do something with it. I sent submissions off to blogs and was writing for the feminist film blog Screenqueens but it didn’t seem to be enough - I was 16 and I’d dropped out of school, so I needed somewhere to put all this excess creative energy. I have talented friends and family and there will never be enough feminist collectives out there, so when those thoughts came together that’s when Cherry was born.
JH:                                         What was your first experience with zines? How did you hear about them?
BD:                                         I think I must have first heard about zines through tumblr, it was a gold mine during my riot grrl stage of teenagehood. I thought (and still do think) that they’re amazing: a completely free-form collection of images, ideas, art and words that doesn’t have the pressure of being ‘good enough’ to get a good grade or sell well.
JH:                                         Would you say 'Cherry' could be classed as a feminist zine? If so, why? And if not, why not?
BD:                                         It’s definitely a feminist zine, because in my opinion feminism is about bringing forward voices that aren’t necessarily always heard and I aimed to do that with Cherry. I wanted to showcase work that might have been looked over if it had been submitted to a non-feminist zine, and create a platform where expression has no boundaries. It  was important to me for everyone to feel like they were deserving of having their opinions and voices listened to.
JH:                                         Why did you chose to distribute 'Cherry' purely via online//web-based means?
BD:                                         At first it was because I wasn’t sure many people would read Cherry, so I didn’t want to take a big risk by printing all these zines that nobody really wants to buy. It was also a financial issue - I didn’t have the money to pay for printing and we didn’t have a big enough name for ourselves to start a fundraiser that would be noticed or paid much attention to. People don’t want to donate to something that might not be worth it in the end! Then as we started picking up more followers, I realised it probably would be possible to print Cherry, but in doing so would it make it seem inaccessible? The driving force behind the zine was that it was a free space powered by a joint passion for creativity, and by monetising the situation it could have meant that we became more concerned with profit and saleability as opposed to just celebrating diversity and creativity. I was also aware of our audience: young people who may not necessarily have the money themselves to buy a magazine that we would have had to sell at quite a high price in order to break even. I preferred to keep it simple and free to read, so that all you needed to be part of it was access to a computer.
JH:                                         Would you have considered producing a tangible print run of 'Cherry'? If so, why? What would have been the benefits? What stopped you?
BD:                                         I answered most of this question in the previous answer, but I suppose one of the benefits of physically printing Cherry is that it would have felt more concrete and real to me - maybe I would have been more organised and driven if printing was involved, but maybe the zine would have lost it’s unique DIY charm and become something other than what it had grown to be on the internet.
JH:                                         In your opinion, did the web and technology help or hinder the creation of ‘Cherry'?
BD:                                         The internet helped Cherry immensely. So much so that I can confidently say it wouldn’t have happened if I hadn’t had the internet and technology. The inspiration came from online things like tumblr and Rookie; contacting artists and potential contributors was very easy; things like gathering feedback was crucial to the development of Cherry and we were able to do that through the Issuu statistics and social media. Without photo editing software and Microsoft Publisher, the zine physically would not have been possible to make - so I owe technology and the internet a lot.
JH:                                         The internet allows for almost instantaneous contact with people from around the world, each from different backgrounds, cultures and social norms. Do you feel you received work from a range of people or from a specific group?
BD:                                         At first I was concerned with the diversity of contributors, as a lot of the contributors were my friends from England and I wanted to reach beyond that. I contacted creatives from other countries, people that I admired and wanted to work with, and as Cherry developed we reached more and more countries. We had contributors from the States, Norway, Poland, and more, which was important to making this a more universally relatable project. I didn’t want to limit the contributors to one specific group of people, so I was constantly thinking of if we were doing enough to include and represent a diverse group of individuals. There’s an issue in feminism today where it’s too focused on white, straight, cis-gendered women, and that’s not the feminism I identify with, nor did I want to be responsible for a publication that supported that idea.
JH:                                         Did you have a method for choosing the sorts of work that were included in 'Cherry'? If so could you speak about it a little bit?
BD:                                         There was never really a specific method for selecting work, it was usually just ‘does it fit the theme?’, ’does it reflect well on Cherry?’ and sometimes ‘do we have space for this?’. I had to be very careful with some pieces that they couldn’t be perceived as offensive, taken the wrong way, or have the potential to alienate some of our readers or make them feel uncomfortable. If the piece was good overall, but could have done with some changes to make it more politically correct, I would email the contributor to ask if it was possible to edit. For example, I received a beautiful photoset from a regular contributor, but the models were white females who were wearing bindis. I had to tell the photographer that this wouldn’t be accepted within Cherry, so they would either have to change this or remove their contribution completely.

I had a group of permanent contributors, who would send in work when they had it or they would make work specifically for the current theme, and they would generally make it into the issue - these contributors were permanent because they were reliable in consistently producing work that fit well in Cherry. Submissions from outside the group of permanent contributors were also put into the zine more often than not, but sometimes they weren’t always the right fit. In this case I would email the person who sent the submission telling them to keep trying but we just couldn’t find a suitable space for their work this time around.
JH:                                         And lastly, do you think zine culture is still relevant in today's society? Is it important? Please expand.

BD:                                         Zine culture is both relevant and important - it is essential that we keep building platforms for the unheard people to be heard. Zines are an accessible way of sharing work, ideas and opinions and we as young people, women, LGBTQ+ members, people of colour, minorities in general, are constantly in need of that boost, both personally and politically. They’re a great way to create community and safe spaces for people who might not have that anywhere else. We need to keep supporting each other and working together, and zines are an excellent way of doing this.

Tuesday 27 December 2016

Take It As A Compliment

Take it as a compliment; Maria Stoian

During a recent talk with a classmate while discussing my project, it was suggested I take a look at Maria Stonian's illustrated book "take it as a compliment". The book deals with anonymous stories of sexual abuse. My classmate recommended me this book as I may be dealing with sensitive subject matter from my interviewees. Stoian deals with these sensitive matter very well, and the mixture of text and imagery fits the content of the publication. I think after looking at this work I'm also keeping in mind the importance of which quotes I chose to pick out of each interview. I won't be able to post entire stories, and the choice of what I put into my final book will very much determine how the piece is read as a whole, and what issues it deals with collectively.  

Sunday 25 December 2016

Project title; Fem



With this project underway I've begun thinking about a name for the final piece. I wanted something short and snappy that encompassed a lot of what I was trying to investigate. Ultimately, this was a project about females (or fem-identifying people). It was when considering the fem-identifying people within this publication the thought came to me; fem.

I like this name as it doesn't draw a line between the black and white of gender. As mentioned previously, many female minorities are left out of mainstream feminism; includeing fem-nonbinaries and transgender women. Given that I want to be as inclusive as possible, I like this name a lot.
It the name also sparks interest in femininity and what that means. Fem zines are known for their subversion of traditional femininity, or their post-modern use of 'over the top' girly femininity as a piece of irony. I like the idea that these women can just be themselves and that can be a definition of femininity. If they are fem-identifying, whose to say they aren't feminine?

I played with a couple of type faces but feel as though I very quickly found one I liked. I put a full stop at the end of fem to add a bit of drama. This piece is a statement, these women have been honest and they deserve your attention. That is Fem.

Thursday 22 December 2016

A New Sense Of Purpose

I spent part of today thinking about the context and purpose of my final outcome to this practical project. As I mention before, I thought about the publication being used initially as an educational tool, however the more my project progresses the less I feel that would be an appropriate context for it to sit in. I feel like I'm investigating a little more than just "able-ism" in Fourth Wave projects, and the idea of communication within the internet space is something my practical (through process) has begun to question too. With these themes explored and challenged, I've become a little doubtful that the education sector is somewhere to put this work.

I always thought about doing some digital prints to go alongside the book, primarily as promotional material, but now I'm beginning to think about the prints and publication working together as part of something freestanding; maybe this work would fit best in a gallery.

I love the idea of the book being used as a tool for opening up discussion. The authentic realities of each of these women are touching, and there's something to be learnt and questioned in each and every one of them. Even "L"'s reasoning for not answering the questions opens a discussion about the validity and beneficial nature of the internet. I think this book could be the centerpiece of an exhibition exploring the notion of Intersectional Feminism, communication in the internet and authenticity. It's a lot to take in but I think that's something I've ultimately ended up doing throughout this module; it's so much more than something simply one dimensional. An exhibition would allow me to give the work context, and open the floor to discussion around these key themes.

Going forward I think this is the framework I'm going to have in mind, the deliverables haven't changed but I'd like to mock up and propose some supporting media to go with it.

Wednesday 21 December 2016

Yellow Reasoning

Throughout this project I've been thinking about the colour palette I want to have for my final book. I definitely wanted something minimal as I don't want the overall final book to look too busy or messy. I've been considering for a while doing the publication black and white with an accent colour. It'd be a nice way to keep the publication consistent through the various answers, while also acting as a homage to the Riot Grrrl zines of the 90's and their black and white photocopier aesthetic.

My creative instinct immediately went to pink as an accent colour, it's become something of a recurring motif in my work and the notion of womanhood and pink seemed to fit well together. However, I didn't want this publication to be something overly feminine. I wanted the final piece to allow the interviewed women within it to define what womanhood and their realities were, not to have a stereotypically feminine colour projected onto them.

After much deliberation I've decided on the yellow to be my accent colour. It's relatively gender neutral, as well as eye catching and usually associated with something positive or 'sunny' in nature. While I want to allow women to discuss their troubles, I want this publication overall to be something positive, and yellow encompases that well.

I'm currently thinking of have a yellow cover with a black and white interior. It'd be nice to package the final thing in some sort of box or portfolio to keep it safe and well packaged. This would also include accents of yellow amongst the black and white, referring back to the original zine heritage this project's foundations have been built on.

Monday 19 December 2016

The Missing L

Very recently one of the women, "L", who agreed to take part in this project pulled out. At first it was a little disheartening, to have waited many weeks in the hopes of an answer only to be left with none; it seemed like a bit of a failure in my project. And though her intentions had always been those of the best, I felt as though my project would be lacking without her presence.

However the reasons she gave felt genuine, and the lack of answers actually got me thinking a lot more about the overall themes of this practical project. Yes, my main concern at the start was always to attempt to tackle the narrow parameters of which women were included in specific fourth wave projects, but in the way I'd gone about conducting researching for this project (relying on email as well as face to face interviews) I had in turn placed my project into the crossfire of the benefits and letdowns of the internet itself. It occurs to me that maybe so many of these Fourth Wave publications are short lived because despite the immediacy that the internet provides, behind all the profile photos, emails, tweets and facebook messages people are still just that; people.

People have lives; they have routines and insecurities and busy schedules. And while an email or message can be sent and received instantaneously with anyone around the world, if the human at the other end never opens it, does the benefit of the internet even exist?

Despite "L" not answering the questions, I'd still quite like to include her in the project. Her lack of answers rise up important questions about connectivity and the utilization of the internet as a means to communicate with one another. I had expected something of "L" I was sure she could have given me because it's something I myself would have found easy. In the process of investigation and a need for results I guess I'd forgotten that this is something that may not be easy for many people. This turn of events has gotten me thinking about the purpose of my project overall. It's something I've been struggling with and while the idea of it being used as an educational tool did appeal, I'm starting to wonder if it's appropriate for what I'm trying to communicate. If this is truly to be a project about these women's realities, why can their freewill to not give answers be included too? This is definately something I want to take the time to consider.

Saturday 17 December 2016

Including Self & Exploring The Relationship Of Illustration To My Project (Synthesis)

I've been thinking a lot about what N said in relation to me considering my own opinions and concerns as a woman. I don't currently have any nothern straight women within my interviewees. Considering this is something I'm actively interested in, and given that zines were originally intended for reflections of personal experience, I think to put myself into this piece would be justified. It allows me to become as much of a contributor of content as well as the other women, rather than an illustrative curator. I'm still a little worried in regards to the amount of visual work that I've undertaken thus far. I've felt as though I can't start working until I've gotten the photos from my interviewees, but so far none have come in. It's more than a little worrying. I know my practical project synthesises with my essay through the exploration of intersectional feminism as a working practice, and content wise I believe I'm doing that quite well. However when it comes to practical research of this topic through image making, I'm not sure if that's what I want to do.

I don't have an interesting in exploring what Intersectional feminism is through image making. The aim of this project is to SHOW what intersectional feminism is by practicing it. Of course my finals will include illustrative elements, and of course they will be relevant to the discourses I've been exploring. However I feel as though the synthesis of my practical comes from the communication of the content. I almost feel at this stage that the words I'm getting from these women are more important than the images will be; they're the things that are real. I understand this is an illustration module, and my lack of experimental image making thus far could affect my overall grading. But I want this project to be something I'm proud of and for that to happen I have to make sure the content is there before the illustration work is. I know I'm competent at image making, and I'm aiming to create a publication that works in purely black and white to hark back to the origins of female-zines and their photocopied nature, so I know I can create the images fairy quickly. This isn't to excuse a lacking of practical work so far, it's a justification of final image making. Zines are meant to be immediate. They're meant to feel raw and personal and flawed because that's what their content represents. It's not filtered to appeal to a capitalist audience. It's not created to fit a criteria or tick boxes it's created through a need for expression. I'm taking this ideal on board. I want to create this publication because it's something I feel I have to create. I want to do the best I possibly can at communicating these women's issues in a way they feel is an honest reflection of how they're feeling. Each woman I have spoken to has been intelligent. They have been funny and witty and powerful. They're been inspirational and honest and trusting and I want this publication to allow THEM to shine. It's a little infuriating being unable to start practical work as I'm waiting on responses. But the imagery will always come in the end.

Monday 12 December 2016

Request For Photos and Publishing Issues

I requested with the answers to my interview, if the women could include some photographs for me to draw from within the book. Something I'm conscious of within this module so far is the lack of practical investigation I feel I've been able to do. While I think there is a strong synthesis with how my theory and practical are coming together, I haven't been able to do much primary image making due to the reliance of others on content delivery; I can't start illustrating until I have some answers.
I've chosen to do this blog post to also highlight that while I'm expecting some images from my interviewees, I won't be posting them on my LCA blog. I'm worried that despite having permission to post content they send me  (from them) this may not comply with LCA's ethics policy on anonymity. Due to this, I will be supplying the images via my digital submission. This will allow for the marker to see evidence of visual research without breaching the LCA policy.

Thursday 8 December 2016

N interview; Type Up


I typed up my interview with N today as a transcription. While listening to the interview again, I found myself getting a bit emotional. The way N spoke about her personal circumstances, home situation and empowerment really got to me. I'm finding the more answers I get, the more emotionally attached to this project I'm getting. I'm finding through primary research the practicing of intersectional feminism IS something really important. Allowing yourself to see other people's views, concerns, issues etc is humbling and touching. With just the three answers so far I've already seen such a huge scope of what the female experience can be and can mean. This research is backing up the research I've been undertaking about the importance of Intersectional feminism. The internet has also definitely helped me BE intersectional in my approach, as I wouldn't have been able to interview such a range of women if I could only access the people I had immediately around me.

N also rose the point in our discussion of me maybe including myself in this investigation. It's something I hadn't considered yet. I think because I'm a cis-gendered straight white female, I kind of assumed my issues and concerns were already being discussed. This conversation with N opened my mind a little in regards to this. My issues and circumstances are still as important and valid as everyone else's. This is something I'm going to think about within the coming weeks. 

Wednesday 7 December 2016

Interview with Joanna Kiely

I conducted this interview with Joanna Kiely, via email, about her fourth wave 'Girls Don't Zine'. Though this was for my dissertation, it was good to hear her opinions on diversity within zine culture as she was an active participant in the area I'm investigation.

JASMIN HARBORD:         What sparked your desire to start a zine?
JOANNA KIELY:                 I was bored of what I was seeing and doing on a fashion photography degree and i knew there was a lot of fun being had from what i saw on the internet so I wanted to create a platform to show it off.
JH:                                         What was your first experience with zines? How did you hear about them?
JK:                                         I first saw Beth Siveyer's Girls Get Busy and then my friends at school made theyre own zine called girl love. And then as the scene grew became more aware of more feminist zines like polyester. 
JH:                                         Would you say 'Girls Don't' could be classed as a feminist zine? If so, why? And if not, why not?
JK:                                         Yes definitely! It's a celebration of liberation, especially female. It tackles feminist issues threw satire and art
JH:                                         Why did you chose to distribute 'Girls Don't' in both online (issue 1) and print media? What do you feel were the benefits of using both processes of distrobution as opposed to just one?
JK:                                         Honestly I thought no one would buy it without knowing that was inside. So I put it up online originally so people could try before they buy. Turns out I was wrong though and people where quite excited to discover what the pages held once they had ordered it.
JH:                                         In your opinion, did the web and technology help or hinder the creation of 'Girls Don't'?
JK:                                         Oh help for sure. I put  call for submissions on tumblr and insta and fb and everyone else did the rest. I had an influx of emails and I then put it all together on indesign. Definitely wouldnt have happened if it wasnt for the web and tech! I sadly dont have the patience to do all of that by hand.
JH:                                         The internet allows for almost instantaneous contact with people from around the world, each from different backgrounds, cultures and social norms. Do you feel you received work from a range of people or from a specific group?
JK:                                         I'm not really sure, I know I had contributions from all around the would. But I do feel like maybe it was all the same age group.
JH:                                         Did you have a method for choosing the sorts of work that were included in 'Girls Don't'? If so could you speak about it a little bit?
JK:                                         I choose it mainly on what I thought went well together colour and theme wise, and then also what I thought tackled prominent issues.
JH:                                         And lastly, do you think zine culture is still relevant in today's society? Is it important? Please expand.

JK:                                         Yes completely. I know when I was younger i got a different kind of education from zine culture. I wouldnt have formed many of the opinions i have without that direct link to other girls and artists teaching me. I've met so many people throw zine culture, throught making, reading, and working on other zines and I'm so thankful for that. Zine culture has been a education and a life line for me, as i'm sure it has been for many other people. very important.